Saturday 16 August 2014

An Incredible Journey


My class of 1959 was once challenged by a teacher to sum up the meaning of life in one word.

People gave various answers; ambition, achievement/s, sport, family, friendship, music, survival... 

For me, it had to be love although I was only 14 years-old at the time and still coming to terms with my emerging sexuality, so the best was yet to come.

Whatever, life is too short to live it according to any code of socio-cultural-religious convention to which the heart does not fully subscribe; the mind may work in mysterious ways, but the human spirit is a match for anything and anyone if we but believe in ourselves.

AN INCREDIBLE JOURNEY

A gay love blessed can hurt,
its wounds fester, let in snake venom;
jealousy, bitterness, hate even
in a dark, lonely, wretched, heaven,
a great sadness creeping in,
killing off its angels one by one;
in a weepy twilight all of love’s own,
embracing its bitter-sweet pain

Yet, listen! Birds, flowers,
friendly ghosts in the clouds, singing
of life and hope, fair sunsets,
sunrises, faery mists, summer kisses
autumn leaves, shades of red
and gold, stories at winter fires told
of love eternal, no self-pity, but thanks
for making its incredible journey

Copyright R. N. Taber 2005; 2019

[Note: An earlier version of this poem appears in A Feeling for the Quickness of Time by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2005]


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