Wednesday, 19 August 2020

Profiling a Screaming Heterosexual

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Update (August 19th 2020): Although some 1200+ poems have been published in various poetry publications since 1993, these (still) include relatively few gay-interest poems. However, this poem first appeared in an anthology, Crystal Chimes, Poetry Now [Forward Press] 2002 and subsequently in my collection the same year.

Now, the best advice I was ever given came from my English teacher at my old secondary school who told me way back in the late 1950’s, ‘Taber, always remember you are as entitled to a point of view as anyone else. Being your teacher does not necessarily mean I am always right. Be prepared to fight your corner, but concede other people the same courtesy and never, but never, close your mind to alternatives.’44hile ...

In those days, though, the stuffy (late 1950’s/ early 1960’s) I hadn’t found the moral courage to stand up for myself and others.  One boy in my class (straight, as camp as Christmas) loved an audience; if he thought someone was gay, he would make sure everyone was treated to the same hypothesis. Such was the stigma afforded gay people in those days that few - including me, I am ashamed to say -
dared contradict him; on the contrary, he was seen as something of a champion of integrity!

We've all met them, classic dinosaurs obsessed with self-image and anything (or anyone) they see as undermining it; never more so than in front of an audience. In many countries and communities, LGBT folks are tolerated if not (quite)  accepted; in others, the same old stereotypical stigmas persist; that's not progress, that's sick.

ENGAGING WITH A SCREAMING HETEROSEXUAL

“Being gay, it's sick,”
he screamed. “No, no, it's just
not on! Queers deserve all they get,
and worse ..."

No matter how many people
pretend not to mind, most prefer
company of their own kind;
it could ruin your life forever;
far better to play safe, take on a wife
and semi, raise 2.5 kids,
bash away at Promotion’s door,
keep the neighbours happy,
discover (for sure?) how it is
that acting “normal”
better hypes the higher dividend
than throwing in one's lot with Gays
to the bitter end

Equal Ops, a revolution
of sorts, but same sexes at the altar,
even adopting children? (Hardly a right
and proper option?)

Much-aired opinions, certainly,
but you’re you, and I’m me, meant to be
making our own way,
telling our own story as nature intended,
feeding on dreams
and desires, lighting fires in the heart
that bigots would see put out,
but (modern) history has other ideas,
less averse to making a case
for LGBT rights, up for telling the world
to get real, take pride in its diversity   
of life forces, all credit to the human heart
as a free country

Copyright R. N. Taber 2002; 2020

[Note: An earlier version of this poem appears in an anthology, Crystal Chimes, Poetry Now [Forward Press] 2002 and subsequently in First Person Plural by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2002.]

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