Several readers have contacted me about my poem 'Only Human' about the guilt many Catholixs are made to feel for being gay. Opinion was divided for and against and only marginally the former. One person wrote, ‘…you should be ashamed of yourself for attacking the Holy Father, you along with gay and transgender s**t heads everywhere. As for saying you are not disrespectful of religion, it is not the impression anyone would have from reading your blogs. How dare you share your sick mind and spirit with others…?’
Well, the reader is entitled to his or her opinion of course…and so am I. I have always thought it's a great pity more people aren’t prepared to agree to differ rather than insult or fight each other.
Meanwhile…
Most people who wrote in were sympathetic to my point of view whether or not they agreed with it. One person, though, said ‘It is typical of a gay man to turn his back on God. Go on, admit it. You would be too ashamed to face Him…that’s why you can’t handle religion, because you know God disapproves of your lifestyle.’
Oh, dear, Roger’s in hot water again…
For a start, I certainly don’t believe it is ‘typical’ of a gay man or woman to turn their backs on God; many gay people have succeeded in reconciling their sexuality with their religion in spite of innumerable obstacles placed in their paths by the less enlightened among heterosexual family members and friends, not to mention religious leaders who use religion not only as an excuse but also as a weapon to defend their bigotry.
While I take issue with many aspects of religion, I respect all those who are prepared to enter into its basic humanitarian rather than just theological principles; that is to say, keep an open mindedness and open heartedness without which dogma and ritual are little more than play acting.
Everyone is entitled to believe in what or whom they will or nothing and no one at all. But lose our capacity for humanity and its respect for those with whom we can but agree to differ and we may well find ourselves but play acting in the longest running soap opera of all…
There are always alternatives, even if only sometimes rock and hard place. Moreover, maturity entitles us to make our own choices, not have them made for us by those who like to think they always know what’s best for us, and for whom the sum total of those same alternatives is invariably their ultimate nemesis.
We don't have a choice about being gay, it has to be in the genes or there would be no accounting for gay people worldwide from all manner of socio-cultural-religious backgrounds. No, choice comes if, how and when we decide to openly acknowledge being gay or live a lie. Some societies make this all but impossible, in which those circumstances, it may well be enough to acknowledge our sexuality to ourselves and those closest to us (who may need a little time to get used to the idea). Meanwhile, those gay people who have the moral courage to go a step further and knock on that gay-unfriendly society's door to be let in deserve our praise, admiration and gratitude since that is the only way bigotry will be defeated.
ALTERNATIVES or MY LIFE, MY CHOICES (NO ONE ELSE'S)
I looked for God in heaven
but did not find Him there,
looked again, in sun and rain
for Earth Mother
Some say it’s, oh, so pagan,
as bad as being gay;
I just see myself as someone
looking nature’s way
God is many things to many,
interpreting His conditions
for the good of all humanity
according to its religions
The sun rises, sets, rises again
and no one takes issue
nor that moon and stars shine
or songbirds sleep as we do
Let nature sue for harmony,
hear our confessions,
and we feed less on acrimony
spread by world religions
To wake, sleep and wake again
may or may not imply rebirth
and, yes, each to his or her own
but we share a common earth
Who looks for God in heaven
and does not find Him there
has but to look in sun and rain
for Earth Mother
See, too, nature assert its power
where humankind gone too far
Copyright R. N. Taber 2008
[Note: From: Tracking the Torchbearer: poems by R. N. Taber, Assembly Books, 2012; revised ed. in e-format in preparation.]
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